The Inner Peace

      I woke up this morning and started my day with a simple prayer. Thanking God for giving me peaceful night and giving me inner peace. This is the only way to let go of the past and face the present with enough strength and gather stamina and power if sorrow comes again. Just like Scout ranger, always ready, alert and watchful.

      This blog has been my outlet of all those memories that I want to forget. So sad, but I don't have a choice but to accept what God has given me. I know He's there to test my faith. For this, I will take this positively. I know it's hard and it will take time before I can forget that I lost my loved ones- my wife and my daughter. They are still alive but it seemed that I can't be with them again. It's my fault because this is the consequence of working overseas. I missed them so much but I lost them. I wish someday we'll meet not just to say Hi's and hello's but to be with them forever if forever is given twice in my life.

            Guys, if you have wife, love them more as you love yourself because if they found the comfort to others hand... it's more painful! You both don't know that it happened and all you can say is "sorry". I want them back but it's too late. My heart says, accept her for who is she now but what if she is already fallen to him? And, that you saw them happy together that you know that happiness she had is incomparable to what you can give. If you really love her, then, why not let her go? Letting go does not mean you give up but giving her opportunity for you to see her happier.

            Now, I am alone and tired. I missing her again. All I pray to God is to hold her and give her the true happiness in life. I also pray to overcome my loneliness by His help!

Thanks for reading my story...You helped my by reading this... Thank you so much!!!

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Update to my Investment:

• AD2MILLION:
• 90 dollars still to be transferred to my alertpay account on July 17,2011
• 55.85 dollars ready to withdraw/or repurchase

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• TEXTAD BROKER:

• Partenership Income: 1.25 dollars
• Referral income: 1.88 dollars
• TOTAL: 3.13 Dollars

Note: I send e mail to them and they immediately reply and give me infos. See below:

Subject: RE: Inquiry for any development here in TAB
Message: It depends solely on the amount of Partner Units that are purchased per day.
Upon getting a Partner unit, you will earn on it as the company grows, much like owning stock in a company. We cannot quote or promise monetary figures for a date, however this was a projected earnings over a year of a growth along with profit pool sharing from hitcrawler.net. But you will have to do something to get something. You will per Partner unit, get 10.00 advertising credit with hitcrawler.net, a contextual advertising program, for every Partner unit you own. You do not have to talk to anyone, just advertise there with your credits. This will generate traffic to the site under your credentials, and likely get you referrals, with out any other effort. So you can grow your earnings by your "stock" (Partner units) and by advertising with your credits at hitcrawler, to get referrals. Each member will need to use their credits to help in their earnings. Good day

Jason
Sent By: Admin on Friday, June 10th 2011 at 12:23:42 PM EDT

Subject: Inquiry for any development here in TAB
Message: Hi,

I have been waiting since I joined 3 weeks back and it's almost a month but I am not getting good profit from what I have invested. I still believe that launching will be successful on June 15 and I am willing to invest more once I saw a good development.

With best regards,
Aglacaw
Sent By: aglacaw on Friday, June 10th 2011 at 5:33:11 AM EDT

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